Is there really no place for me in this world?
Suddenly annoyed, why should I be anxious with Fang Miaomiao? She gave me a lot. She’s my real best friend. Why should I be angry with her? And said thing that hurt her.
I reported an address and the driver took me there. I haven’t seen Zheng’s father for a long time. I miss him so much!
When I came to the old community, I knocked on the door of Zheng’s father’s house along the stairs. Soon the door opened and I called Dad when I saw Zheng’s father.
Zheng’s father saw me with a look of surprise and said, where’s Lily coming? Are you alone? Come on, come on, come in first. Give me the door.
I stepped into the door, and then Dad Zheng walked to the sofa and sat down. Dad Zheng kept pouring water and getting me fruit. I have to say, Dad, stop busy and talk with me.
Zheng’s father 
laughed. I’m glad Lily came. He didn’t come and sit until he saw that I was serious. Why don’t you be busy with Lily? Something on your mind?
I turned to Zheng’s father and put my head on his shoulder and gently said, I’m in a little bad mood.
Zheng dad reached out and patted me on the shoulder and said, I’m in a bad mood. Who doesn’t have a bad mood? There are ups and downs in life, and when you get over it, you will find that those things are not things.
I gently’ hmm’ Zheng’s father and continued, Tell you about my past. Do you want to hear it? I nodded.
Your mother and I knew each other a long time ago, when we were both young. Your mother was a well-off woman who was beautiful. I admired her at that time, but Wenpei liked her and he was a rare rich man in our time. Dad Zheng continued. I knew who he meant by he.
Zheng’s father fell into memories and said slowly, Later, he and Wen Pei got married in business. Wen Pei was happy to know the news for several days. Since Wen Pei got married, I have never seen her again. Who wants to meet again after more than ten years was when your mother and daughter were driven out of the house? He said that the volume was raised behind.
I should also thank him, otherwise I wouldn’t have had a chance to take care of Vivian Pei for so many years. Zheng’s father shook his head here.
Dad, since you like my mother, why didn’t you confess at that time? I asked.
At that time, your mother had him in her eyes, and we were not as open as we are now. Zheng’s father smiled and said.
Then after we became neighbors? Mom divorced him and aunt died. How can you say that you are all single men and women and say nothing?
Sometimes a child doesn’t have to have her to love someone, and if she wants to be happy, you will feel satisfied. Although Wen Pei and I have not been together, we have been together for more than ten years. This is something I dare not think about, and I will destroy it again? Zheng Dad said with emotion
I don’t understand that loving someone should not be fought for? Why wait until you lose it before you regret it? I stubbornly asked
Love a person really should actively strive for, but it is also necessary to divide the situation into governors? Just like Wen Pei, if I had fought for it and Wen Pei-gen couldn’t see me, I wouldn’t even be friends with her in the end. Zheng’s father explained and paused and continued, Don’t fight for love if you love.
I’m confused. What should I do to love someone?
Just follow your heart and don’t regret it, said Zheng’s father
Follow your heart and don’t regret it?
My heart is to fight for it. I have to fight for it. I can’t regret it in my later life
I seem to rekindle my fighting spirit at this moment!
Zheng’s father patted me on the shoulder when he saw that I had recovered my fighting spirit, and said, All right, I’ll make you lunch. I’ll stay here for lunch today. Then he went to the kitchen.
I nodded and followed him to the kitchen. Dad Zheng waved to stop me and said, What are you doing here? Don’t dirty the clothes with kitchen fumes. Get out and I’ll cook it soon. Said the representative and pushed me out.
I kept opening my mouth and saying, I can always help you with the dishes. He pushed me out of the kitchen to lean against the door and look at him and said, It’s not a problem for me to do this.
Zheng’s father stopped tying an apron and looked at me for a moment. He thought and said, How about this? You can’t water the balcony flowers without watering them.
About no3 is just a deal. Chapter 31 Want a home
Well, then, I said pie-lipped, something is better than nothing.
Zheng’s father is a person who loves life. You can tell from his home that he has lived in this room for many years. Although it is old, it is very clean. There are several potted plants on the balcony, which are growing well. Autumn chrysanthemums are blooming enthusiastically.
I took a watering can in the corner of the balcony, turned on the tap and filled it with water. I carefully watered every pot and pulled out the grass teeth.
Looking at these green plants, I was in a good mood. I couldn’t help humming a ditty. I inadvertently looked up and saw Zheng’s father looking at me at the kitchen door with a frying spoon in one hand and a pot cover in the other. It was funny.
I smiled at him. When he saw that I was in a good mood, he nodded at me and turned into the kitchen. I sprinkled water on all the flowers and put the kettle back in place. I propped up the guardrail to see the scenery outside. Now it’s lunch. I can smell the smell of people’s fried food and hear the clash of knives, chopping boards, pots and spoons. The smell of home fills my heart.
A simple family life. Isn’t that what I want?
From the beginning, I always wanted a home. Why is such a simple wish so difficult?